Dazed and Confused
tags: [journal]
Been dazed and confused for so long it’s not true
– Led Zeppelin, Dazed And Confused
Had a couple of rough weeks. I was so happy for my assignment score in Discrete Mathematics, that I actually thought I was meant to be taking this degree.
Last Thursday, it was the global evaluation, and didn’t look that bad. God knows my hubris came to bite me. Went against a wall. The sorry excuse for a student might survive, but his ego took a toll.
Afterwards, tried to verify answers to see a circular logic, based in air and smoke, without actual fire to feed it. Questions arise, is there still fuel to continue? Albeit my faith is holding me together, loneliness is haunting my frail mind.
Thoughts run at the speed of light, and there’s nothing that stays, as the trail goes cold, so does any memory of it.